at my most beautiful

at my most beautiful
i count your eyelashes, secretly.
with every one, whisper i love you.
i let you sleep.
i know you're closed eye watching me,
listening.
i though i saw a smile.

(r.e.m.)

all because of you

and now i'm flying high above the sky
and it's all because of you
i got a feeling in my heart
my life can really start
and it's all because of you

(sunrise ave.)

creep

when you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish i was special
you're so fucking special

(radiohead)

first day of my life

yours is the first face that i saw
i think i was blind before i met you
now i don't know where i am
i don't know where i've been
but i know where i want to go

so if you want to be with me
with these things there's no telling
we just have to wait and see
but i'd rather be working for a paycheck
then waiting to win the lottery
besides maybe this time is different
i mean i really think you like me

(bright eyes)

lua

well, we might die from medication
but we sure killed all the pain

(bright eyes)

a lover i don't have to love

but you, but you,
you write such pretty words.
Bbut life's no story book,
love is an excuse to get hurt,
and to hurt,
"fo you like to hurt?"
"i do! i do!"
"then hurt me."

(bright eyes)

haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh

you said you hate my suffering and you understood
and you'd take care of me.
you'd always be there

well where are you now?

(bright eyes)