das alles ändert nichts daran

das alles ändert nichts daran,
dass du mir wirklich fehlst.

(maya saban + cosmo klein)

congratulations, i hate you

no one ever said that life was fair and i'm not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are what you want to be and i'm not comes as no surprise
but dont expect me to be happy for you
and dont smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
i dont want your pity... i hate your pity

(alesana)

the irony of dying on your birthday

i'll lock myself alone in a room,
drinking until the clock strikes two
with just a pen, a pill and some paper
and maybe i do not understand
so pour another please
this should foul up the person that i long to be

(senses fail)